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Saturday, February 28, 2009



NOTE:PLEASE pause My blog SONG~

I LOVE THIS SONG!!!

but cant put it as my blog song cuz i lazy to go and upload it to imeem.

anyway,
this song is from slumdog millionaire~~~~
whee~
dont know about what others feel but this song has a misty and cooling effect.
its just so heavenly to listen to it during a windy and chilly night, a foggy morning, or even in the sweltering afternoon.
it has that mystic charm as the voice resonates in your ears..

ahh i dunno what im saying but..
u get the idea..
its super nice!
and soothing and touching.

there are no lyrics but i can feel the song!!
omgg... its so nicee....
lols..

just like the movie and the guy
=)

its worth the $$$ oh =P

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

sometimes,
esp these times,
we tend to be so overwhelmed by our sch life, our hectic busy (overly fast paced) life.. we often overlook somethings.

we forget whats really impt in life.
its not all about getting the A's on your maths paper.
its not about being the top in everything.

yes,
somedays we might forget and believe that these are all that matter.
and when we dont achieve tt..
we feel useless.
undeserving of what our parents gave us...
undeserving of what our teacher have taught us..

and then i turn to look at those "perfect ones"(in my own opinion) and
wonder what's wrong with me and my life..
& think, my life isnt worth living because i aint doing my best
and im a loser.
and worry if my friends and teachers thought of me that way...
this puts me down even further....

and then someone kind reminds me: life isnt always about all these.

thanks yawn for that sms..
its even better than dark chocolate w caramel=]
thanks for the encouragement,
i do feel a lot better now=)

love you twin~~~~

Saturday, February 21, 2009

i realise when u have done sth many many times,
it just get to u..

like playing chords accompaniment for songs.
after i played qing tian and qing fei de yi so amny times,
its sort of natural now to play some songs..

so recently i learnt..
LOVE STORY- taylor swift
kao jing yi dian dian- lara.

abit of qing ren and ACCIDENTALLY IN LOVE!!!!
no wonder ppl love playing chords=)

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

whatever happened today just simply shows how ridiculously mundane my life is.


yes, even yawn realised that when i happily/excitedly smsed 8 ppl(including yawn) about the mini bush(forest) fire which broke out somewhere around westmall.


it also shows that im usually pretty right about things i say.


As i was slogging my second round on the 8th lane on the sch's burning track,
i felt like i was going to evaporate.
it was as though i had swallowed a spicy and sizzling mexican jumping bean
and that my heart was not only threatening to jump out from my mouth
but also burning a hole through my chest.


that was when i realise,

yes i was partly at fault for eating prawn mee with 5 pieces of lime and one big spoon ful of chilli,
but i wasnt feeling like tt just becasue of the food i took,
it was the bloody weather!


hell-o!~
its not even near may and the weather is taking a turn to transforming into the sahara desert..
seriously, it was so hot not only my face and soles hurts,
my throat was on fire too.


my whole body was like screaming: MORE RAIN PLEASE!


and right after pe, on my way home,
i spotted the bush fire!
see what i mean,
the world needs water.
i need water.
not really for drinking(im not a drinker, really)
but just for cooling the cracked hot pavements and give us some PEACE.
yo.


lols.
anyway,
i really hope/pray/wish tt it was rain like crazy soon.
i missed those rainy days back in RV,
with floods occassionally etc..


zzzz...


oh and yes, back to the topic about my life..
ya its super duhh boring=(
even a mini bush fire can make me so excited..


well, but i cant help it..
my life is like so not stormy(not calm either)
just plain boring, stacked with tutorials after tutorials, deprived of hours and hours and sleep, "enriched" with torturous PE and finally sprinkled with CCA three times a week(usually ends at 7 plus).


haix, not only is my so-called life deprived of sleep,
its deprived of love,
deprived of more imptly Gossips(recently this area has slightly improved),
deprived of scandals(note: nj is not totally innocent and holy and muggish. there are scandals everywhere just that the people i surround myself with are mostly chaste angels[in da shen's words])
deprived of occassional weird happenings
deprived of lame jokes
deprived of lame laughter
deprived of creepy/scary teachers(unless u count w.l as one)
deprived of cute guys(SADed)
deprived of b8tchy girls...
deprived of retards who do stupid things everynow and then.
deprived of random twin, ah mu, ham, dad, S.P.A...
and the list goes on..
basically, deprived of ridiculous and interesting ppl lah.


ARGH.
i've officially NO life.
i mean,
i dont want my life to be peppered with backstabbing incidents or scandals or gays or whatever,
at least can give me a person to like...
=[
and fill up the random seconds of the day when i have nth to do or think abt..
zzz... im being ridiculous again.

zzz... i miss 4E n soh on....
LOLZ.

Saturday, February 07, 2009

last night, as i was travelling back home from sch..
i suddenly remembered what i sad to JiaLiu about one year ago...

" I want to be an OGL! so that i can join in the dance party again!~"

that seemed so yesterday.

I thought that only ogls were allowed to take part in the dance party
but in fact, anyone everyone can join.

And being an OGL, the dance party was not i really wanted after all.

after the so long yet so short five days,
i realised i learnt many facts.

i found out that i am still who i am,
and that the person i've known for so long is still that person i know.
i actually understand myself quite well.

but then, i also discovered some part of me i didnt know of.
i can be very loud and high and un-shy and not so self concious at times.
this is something i thought i could nvr do.
for eg. leading a cheer for my og. shouting in front of strangers.. LOLS.

i guess when one is put outside their comfort zone,
one will automatically adapt to it and do sth about it.
im quite glad to say tt i could do tt.

and ogl-ing isnt just about self discovery..
its about discovering the joy in making new friends
bringing up the spirit of the whole group
and of course getting to know each other better.

its my first time being an ogl
so im quite confident to say i did my best and all that i can.
if i were to redo it,
i would have done everything in the same way.

but if i would become an ogl a second time,
im sure i would have been better than the first time.

well, orientation is over.
just like that.

i dont know about the rest
but im kinda sad actually.
( and i hope im not the onyl one feeling sad)
LOLs.

like what vanessa said, our og isnt really really bonded
but they are all nice and friendly people.

and i agree.
and that's why i'd like to thank them for being such a cooperative og
and making my ogl-ing experience such a wonderful journey=)

and that's when i realise, wheni put my name done to be an ogl,
the dance party wasnt what i have thought of,
it was having fun and forging bonds with my og 3.

and i did=)


e(nj)oy!
viva la vida~~

Thursday, February 05, 2009

had been super tired n busy this week.
literally no time to blog at all.

but its fulfilling!~~
aye.. tmr is the last day of orientation le.
its like whooossh.. so fast and orientation is going to be over.
T T

i really like my og~~
and really wish to know them better lah..
haix.

ytd night had og dinner.
thou only some went but it was really crazy with them..

i realised tt they really can complain very well.
first they complain about the sch hall resembling a coffin
then they start commenting about about the principa's photos being hung crookedly...
and about the teachers who talked to them in the morn.

they even bothered to complain/mock about Aj.
LOL.
sorry twin~


ytd had station games.
Our watermelon stall rocked!!!
esp when some groups had their hot/not-so-hot gusy took off their shirts.
omg.
*nose bleed*

hahaha..
i think there was once when 12 guys took off their shirts at once.
karen and i were like*omg and nosebleed and overwhelmed and shy*
LOLs.

oh oh oh~ and OG3 got 4th for station games!
HURRAY~!

today we had The HUNT.
which is super tiring but fun as well.
i love our og 3 dance cheer!
hahaha~
shouted a lot today.


zzzz.. now super tired.
falling aslp..

tmr... MORE CHEERS~!
MORE DANCES!~
MORE GAMES!~
MORE OG BONDING SESSIONS!!
AND ANOTHER OG DINNER!!!!!


AND PLS REMIND ME TO CAMWHORE
hahahahahaahhahah~


*snore*

Monday, February 02, 2009

wheeeeeee~~~~~~~~


haha.. i know i should be eating slping chioning hw etc..
everything except blogging..
BUT i feel high!!!

after our very last walkin prac!

omg~~~~

everyone worked so hard(including me haha)
and from very lan4 we become very nice!!!!!!
heehee, even some western dance person also commented tt it was good
YAY!

good job ppl(though u wont ever come here and see)
ISADOR ROCKS~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha
im so touched...
becasue we really chi ku tgt and helped each other out.

yea yea we're gonna rock the hosue tmr!!!~

OH,
on a side note,
just now was super scaary....

i was walking to the lift from my dad's car
(my dad went to the basarh to buy stuff)

then i was in my fbts marh..
so as i was waiting for the lift,
this random guy starting roaming ard the lift
and when the lift came,
he suddenly went in with me.

i was like OH SHEEET.
so i just stood there and see when level he pressin.

instead.
he didnt.
but he kept pressing the CLOSE button.

i was like OH NOS.
so i quickly mumbled: shit lift spoilt
(cuz the door wont close unless u press a storey)
and i got out.

he followed me out!
and so i quickly pretend to call someone on my phone
and walked to the shop at the voiddeck..
more ppl there marh.

wah.. when i went back to check,
he was still there,
except the lift has gone up liao.
SO HE WAS WAITING FOR ME LA.

WTHWTHWTHWTH.
so i really called my mum BUT noone picked up.
and i had to wait for bloody ten mins before he wa gone and a chinese couple came and waited for the lift with me.

i wont state his race but i know he's a wai lai lao gong(foreigner)
WTH.
WTS.

its so scaarrryyyy.

and my mum scolded me for even going into the lift with him.
imagine what he'll do if the door actually closed.
brrrr...

wthwthwthwthwth.

ANYWAY!~
back to orientation.
i was really scared at first!

pretty unsure of myself cuz ya lorh.. what if im too boring or im too quiet or im too dao...
but it was okay!

MY OG JUNIORS ARE NICE!!!
and not dao and cooperative!!~~

all very nice and friendly ..
hahahaha... so happy~~~

really hoped dont have to change og larhh...
but oh wells,
hope to get to know them better tmr=P
i love OG3~~~~~~!

WAHAHAHAHA~~
im HIGH~

P.S. zzz.. i wanna p** t*k*'s less*n.

Sunday, February 01, 2009

TMR IS Orientation 2~~~
e(nj)oy-Viva La Vida~

heehee.. a bit nervous about metting the juniors..
zzzz...

oh, and i finally bought the red tank top.
thank goodness.

went to JP2 with godsis AGAIN~~~
we thought it was going to be like new year's eve's situation again(cant find the clothes we want till very last minute)
BUT i found it in This Fashion!~
thanks Fashion~~
LOLS.

We could find it amongst the many tank tops at first
but just as i was abt to give up searching,
it occured to me maybe they have many colours but they didnt put them on display.
so i went back to the rack and suddenly, I SAW... the REd top.
it was hidden there all along~~~~~~~~~~

i think im really quite lucky today larh.

cuz i went to get new headsets what...
then accidentally bought the wrong one which is very sad.
so mx treat me to bubble tea and we tried to figure out how to put the wires back into the case...

me: sheeett... do u think they will let me change?

mx: huhh.. most probably not. i mean its not faulty and somemore is u choose de, so its not their responsibility to help u.

me: i will tell them i will buy a more expensive headset.

mx: but that doesnt mean they will help u what..they can dont help u and u still have to buy a new headset right? whats one dollar to them when they can make you buy another 17 bucks product..

me:T^T



BUT!!!!

surprisingly, they not only helped me refund it, they helped me chose a suitable one that is of exact same price~~~~~~~~

such nice and kind people T T
i want to treat them to bubbletea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~

i love the world..
T T
life is beautiful~

lols....
they are sooooo nice and helpful~~~
first-class service la=)

big thanks to them~

and big thanks to mx for pei-ing me~~~ and treating me to bubbletea~~


and thanks yawn n qiao(plus his parents too) for ytd=P

yay~!!!~!!~!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

oh noes.
tmr got sch.